kernels is extrodinary popcorn

man, today is a weird day. i woke up, decided to have a bath AND a shower. I was frickin freezing. I talked to sheri a bit on the phone and we decided to probably dick around tonight, go grab a coffee at second cup and whatever else we decide to do. So after that i got back into bed. and i was still freezing. Tonight i must remember to put and extra blanket on my bed. I fell asleep again for another 3 hours and got up around 3 (hey im milking my holidays for all they're worth)
but i had the most fucked up dream, i dreamed that my boyfriend was cheating on me with that actress from that gay ass show 'charmed,' marissa marciano or something. I was pissed right the fuck off. I'll spare u people the details cuz its just messed. But then it got me worrying, i always worry about that sorta thing, now its makin me a skeptic. oh well.
so tomorow me and brad will be goin on our date tomorow and we'll be exchangin gifts. I hope to god he likes what i got him. I wonder what he got me.
im munchin on some kernels popcorn that i got yesterday from the mall. Its quite good. Its called "christmas cheer" its got caramel flavor and cranberry i think it is.
okay im bored with this blog so im out.

hmm...

well hello blog. i dunno what to say today. it was a pretty busy day, went to work and did extra cleaning which surprisingly wasnt that bad. im glad i got my shit done so now i dont have to worry about it for the next week, err...year..haha. Oh i guess today was really good cuz my manager wasnt in today, she was sick- poor baby, she probably just didnt have the energy to get her fat ass outta bed. I think tomorow she probably won't be in either. GOOD GREAT GRAND WONDERFUL. and tomorow will probably be my last day of work for a good couple of weeks or so. whoo hoo!!!!a
anyways gotta go to bed. its now 10:37 and i gotta get up at 7:05 to clean all the snow off the car.
laters
"i aint believin that shit about bonoms one hour drum solo man. You couldnt handle that shit on strong acid man."

"..i think of your when you're sleeping, and all the secrets that you're keeping.."

hey dan and kevin: SHUT the F UP!! ahem anyways my day is good, cuz i dont have to work tomorow. What im gonna do tomorow - i have no idea, i think im gonna hang out with dan cuz i said that i would and i gotta hem some of my pants, clean my room and do my laundry...and possibly draw. heh but i doubt i'll get any of that done. oh well.
tonight im goin over to my bow's place, we're gonna have a wintery walk, lets see how well that turns out...I hate winter, especially driving in it. i will also say that im petrified of getting into a car accident. Mostly because of what happened to me and my ex bf a few years ago. He was turning onto the 400 highway to merge onto it but he didnt wait for a car to go through the intersection, so...what happened was the car it my side and t-boned his car. HEH, what an IDIOT. I almost died. ANYWAYS another subject shall we? i think so. so kevin my friend from high school is having a shin dig on thursday and i think i will go cuz i dont have to work the next day and it will be good to see all the guys again. We havnt hung out in so long, the group of us. good times will be had im sure.
my room is a friggin mess...okay i gotta go clean cuz its gonna drive me nuts
later
"i can kick you, higher than u can kick me, i can kick you way up into a tree, who wants a taste of my oolong tea, ho ha ho ha ho chee chee..."

"mistakes dont mean a thing if you dont regret them..."

word up, im currently listening to diorama right now, friggin awesome album it is...i still remember the concert, best concert i've ever been to. silverchair is still my favorite band in the world.
anyways, i went to work today and it was aight. there were no managers there which made the day better. i had 13 check outs and the day went by pretty fast considering.
*yawn* im tired, i hafta go to work tomorow and i dont wanna. at least i have monday off. hopefully i can sleep in....
i dont have much to say tonight so i will check y'all later

"..so love me for my mind cuz im a dangerous heart, when i've got time to kill im comming back for you."
*song : 'one way mule' by the one and only silverchair*

" its all you've got inside your head, better get up and leave instead..."

Hellloooo!! i am in much better mood than my last post, but i can't change the fact that i still gotta work tomorow. At least my manager isnt gonna be there. haha, sucker. hmm...lets see, where to start...well, Shit has hit the fan at work. Our manager had to have a talk with us in her office and she said that, in a nutshell, that we better get our asses in gear and start cleaning the rooms better. (whatever, its her fault she doesnt check the rooms like shes supposed to)so tomorow i gotta do some extra cleaning. FUCK. im too lazy as it is already, how am i supposed to clean the big things and do all the other little things on top of all that. I HATE HER. she makes me wanna scream. oh well, if i do all that then i dont hafta do it for a long time.
So im off on monday thursday friday and saturday. It's startin to die down at work and in time for the holidays, which is nice. I'll probably be off till the first week of january. gives me time to PAR-TAY. yay. but no money. heh. can't have one without the other.
Man it just got so friggin cold in my room. not just cold but really cold.It's probably my uncle leaving the door open cuz he's putting in a new landing for our stairs and fixing up the banister. It's like my uncle is my mum and my dads bitch. I swear, he does everything around here, like fix up everything. He hasnt said anything yet but maybe he likes doing that kinda stuff? i dunno, we'll he's here till febuary and then hes back home to England. I think it will kinda be weird when hes gone cuz, even tho he's a part of the family he's like our family family. i dunno if that makes sense to you but thats what it feels like. It'll be weird not having him around. Sure, he's kind of annoying some times; eats all my food and uses the computer when im expecting a phone call. But he's been here since...june, yeah, THAT long. But anyways my point being he's probably just really bored and decides to do all of this stuff for fun. My gramma even makes him come over and makes him paint shit. I dunno, i just feel kinda bad is all. Oh, and another thing about my uncle is is i can finally understand what he's saying. Ive gotten used to his thick english accent. When he came for the first time i had to kinda guess what he says and just smile and nod. But its all good now. I mean, its not like my mums accent, which i CAN understand, i guess since shes been living in canada longer than she had been living in england. It's amazing what you get used to really.
So i enjoyed a nice day off today. Brad dropped me off at my sisters cuz she resides in barrie just like him, (i had stayed the night if you're wondering) and my dad was there cuz we had decided the day before to go to the Mandarin, mmmmm... So after lunch was over we headed to the wholefood place and i got me a case of stewarts keylime soda. 12 for $10 thats pretty good for that stuff, they also had a case of jones' soda but they had bubble gum, root beer, cream soda and i think the lime one flavors; i dont really like the root beer or the bubble gum one so i decided against it. After our little excursion me and dad headed home. I was feeling a little tired so i decided to head to bed for a couple of hours. With numerous amounts of interruptions of my friend sheri calling me i decided to get up. I was kinda already half asleep, and it didnt help that my toes were cold. I HATE THAT. when you've got a nice warm bed and your body tempurature is just right but your toes gotta be a bitch and decide not to warm up.
I was supposed to go to my friend brents house but i dont really wanna drive in this shitty ass weather cuz its slippery. (Sorry guys) oh well i have next weekend off so i'll party then, besides i gotta work tomorow.
So my surley good friend dan is apparently commin up tomorow so maybe we'll hang out which is cool cuz i hardly see him since he decided to live in butt fuck thorold - HA! sorry dan... tee hee.
anyways din dins is ready and my mum made baked chicken with mashed potatoes and veggies - are u salivating yet?
boo ya ttyl people
p.s. napoleon dynamite comes out on the 21st! HEll YEAH

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What a shit day. The weather is shit, im feeling like shit and some of the people i know are, in fact, shit.
I went to work. The work day went fast which was good. It was raining and i prayed that it wouldnt freeze cuz i had to drive home. Luckily it didnt. And now i suffer from lack of motivation. I dont even know what to write now. FUCK. at least i got my christmas shopping done. I dont even know what im doing for new years. whatever it is that i do i hope its good.
I have got a bad case of indigestion and i took some alkaseltser and it tasted like crap. It didnt even work. anyways im sick of writting and hopefully tomorow will be a better day.


you dont know what you've got till its gone...

"see you space cowboy..."

what the f!?

lets see...today, i went downtown with the parental units plus uncle. I spent some money on a few sterling silver pieces. 3 rings; one moonstone one, an opal one and one with an egyptian ankh. I can say im a sterling silver ring freak. Oh yeah and i also bought a turquoise pendant its a rather small but a big one,dont ask me how that works but it does. I guess u could say its a good size. (haha thats a nice way of saying that its small) my mum said she would buy it for me for christmas, but again, i had to pay for it cuz i was the one with the cash. WHY ME??? i also had to pay for the friggin winter tires on HER car, OK i guess i use it as well but that sucks. man, that means no expesive xmas gifts for my friends (darn). Not that i mind dishing out the extra cash for good gifts once in awhile,but this just sucks ass. Anyways enough about bling. St. lawrence (sp) market was good, same old stuff but its always nice to go there once a year around the holiday season. We got the old pemeal bacon on a bun, as always and that was deeelish. I actually had some jewish pastery called "baklava" it was so good, which was made with philo pastery, almonds and honey. After the market we headed over to Sherway Gardens. The mall of course :0p. surprisingly i didnt spend any money there except for a sterling silver chain i had to buy for the pendant i just purchased downtown (it was only $7) My dad went into a store called the knife house or something along those lines and had bought me a nice stainless steel knife. It was funny because i asked what he had bought after he walked outta the store and he was holding it behind his back. His reply was "im not telling you." then i gave him an "i know what you're up to look" and then he presented me with a box in a plastic bag. He said it was my christmas present and that he knew i wanted one - which is kinda true cuz i always use a sharp knife to slice apples and mangos for snacking. So thank you dad. :0) that was pretty much my day, although its not over. my bf is supposed to be commin down "for a couple of hours" he says. what the F? he probably just wants to party for the rest of the night, i dont blame him, afterall HE doesnt hafta work tomorow and HE doesnt have to get up at 8 in the morning to go clean toilets for 12 bucks an hour. FUCK THAT. oh well im off on monday which is good cuz i can finish my christmas shopping- hooray for me.:0p
anyways im gonna play grand left auto
"the defect in this one is bleach."
currently listening to My Vitriol

today is random event day...

okay, i had a very weird,well,night i guess you could say...the day wasnt too bad. I got some shit done like laundry and cleaned my room cuz i need my room to be clean cuz it just gets on my nerves if its too messy. heh long sentence, anyways, i went out tonight with shannon and sheri. She drove the big taho her parents have and we went to shoppers drug mart at like 9:00 and then we went to second cup. i got my usual caramel caretto (i dunno how u spell that but its a good drink) and we just drove around heckling people. that was fun - until they fuckin turned on the heat full blast for like 10 mins...i was HOT, i couldnt breathe. then they turned on the air conditioning. THEN my nose bled...that so wasnt good for my body, im sure i'll be getting a cold real soon. we also went to maple to visit randy reid, an old friend from high school at longos cuz he was working the night shift and talked to him for like half an hour...that guys got issues...talk about A.D.D. heh maybe i shouldnt be saying that cuz he is a nice guy afterall.
when i got home i checked the phone to see if anyone had called me- and the weird thing was some guy that i was seeing awhile ago called. i saw his number on the phone, at first i didnt recognize who the number was from then it dawned on me. My mum had answered the phone at the time, she said there was no answer but she did hear people in the background. So now im thinking why the hell did he call me? was i still in his cell phone phone book? maybe he accidentally called me- but who does that? honestly im confused. but whatever...anyways im gonna go hit the sack, t'was a good night and this is a friggin long entry so i shall say like snoop doggggg "park it like its hot."
im out.

same shit different pile....

hey people who are reading this...this will be my first post since that random one below. Well what can i say for today since this thing is like a diary, well its kind of a bizarre diary but...whatever...this will be quite the diary since i will try to write every day, brush up on my writing skills. I havnt wrote anything in a long while...first thing i wanna say is that i have officially lost my retainer, its true. I started to wear it again cuz my teeth have shifted a great deal since i didnt wear it when i got my braces off (a big no no) but yeah anyways this will be a short post cuz im really tired and im really bored and i gotta work tomorow. So i will sign off and goodnight to all.
p.s. i promise this blog will get more interesting

In the words of Wesley Willis " rock on london rock on chicago: wheaties; the breakfast of champions."

Currently listening to incubus

murrrrrrrrr .....? wtf is with this picture? my friend dan found it and i thought i'd put it here cuz its so bizarre


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