Thursday, September 29, 2005

' said im sorry to be here...it doesnt mean a thing...'

well today was an ordinary day. I went to work, came home, ate dinner (we had pizza-yum!)and im currently screwin around on my computer listening to the radio. im sooo bored...i dont wanna work tomorow but im working till next friday and then i get the whole thanxgiving weekend off, including tuesday. SWEET DEAL! i was supposed to visit my boyfriend on sunday if i had it off...but i cant anyways cuz i said i would visit laura in the hospital when she had her baby. oh well. next weekend we shall see...
anyway i have nothing else to say so im out.

later

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

another season bites the dust

hey long time no post eh

sorry ive kinda been involved in my life the past-lets see...4 or 3 months..heh...everythings pretty much the same but my friends have almost dissapeared. Brads back living in london now working for a boiler maker company, renting an old farm house, i only see him like a couple of times a month. Dans well, got a girlfriend now and hes really only associating with her. Als in hamilton, kevin in toronto, sean in guelph. Sheri, well she and i got in a fight a month or so ago and we havnt really been hanging out. Laura is pregnant and about to pop at any minute. and well shannon and doug i never see them cuz shannon found out about my little hissy fit about them not paying me, which now i dont really care about anymore. I have only seen brent and his friends just this past weekend. I really fuckin miss all the good times when we were all together. It fuckin sucks ass that everyone has separated and has their lives. We have all lost touch.
Being in barrie just made me have that home sick feeling, it was all nostalgic and stuff. Just knowing that brad wasnt there just made visiting barrie kinda sad. I miss that summer when him and i met. That was probably one of the best summers of my life.
To all of the friends i havnt not seen or talked to in awhile i really miss you all and i cherish all the memories we have shared.
K i know that sounds gay but i really mean it.
Anyway..enough of the sad stuff...i went to my brothers gig last night and they played really well. They played at the horseshoe tavern in toronto. i went with my friend debbie and candie from work. my friend todd also showed up which was really cool cuz i havnt seen him for awhile. After my brother played a band called manic drive rocked out and i was really into their stuff. I bought their album and chatted with them after the show. It was memorable. I took some pics which i will somehow (i dunno how yet) be putting them up for y'all to see. thats if youre interested.
Im finally downloading a newer version of msn messenger that has taken me since 8 to get (im still downloading and its almost 10) heh..friggin dial up.
in other news i am goin to be goin back to school hopefully in january. Goin to york and applying as a mature student. Hopefully i can find a career that i will actually like. *crosses fingers*
anyway im out..thats enough blogging for one night.
lates
'could i be the only one here- the one and only mistake'