Thursday, January 27, 2005

seasons

"if i could feel again, would you tell me now or wait till im broken"

So im hooked on the band sevendust, i dont understand y i didnt really listen to them before, or give them a second look or whatever, but damn are they really good. I just always thought they were too hard for me, but i got their most recent album seasons and every song on the album is friggin awesome. I'll probably get their other albums since i really like this one. Its a funny story come to think of it; I had bought the first mortal kombat soundtrack in like, 1997 and liked a song called "my ruin" and the band was called "crawlspace" and when i was downloading some songs on kazaa at my sisters and punched in sevendust for a song called face to face and came across the song called my ruin. I thought it couldnt be the same song that i discovered and loved in 1997 by the same group, but i downloaded it anyways and it was the same song. SO then i looked up a bio on sevendust and it said that they were in fact 'crawlspace' before they came to be sevendust. So that was really fuckin awesome for me to dicover because i LOVED that song when i was younger. So sevendust now is currently one of my fave bands.
now enough of sevendust, in other news, i bought myself a ceramic straightener. and it friggin kicks ass...apparently its supposed to be much better for your hair then any other straightening product. What else can i say. OH YEAH, a girl from my work that i hate got suspended for a week (which was last week)and i thought for sure she was gonna find another job cuz it would be embarrasing for her to come back to work, but surely enough she was there when i went back to work. SHIT, i hate her so much shes such a cow i wish she would just go AWAY.
Well its friday tomorow and i have the day off...man work is so not busy...and of course i hafta work on saturday. FUNK. I didnt wanna work that day..I just wish i had the weekends off for good. I wonder if im working sunday....

shyse, its only 11:30? feels later than that.
gotta bolt
"im ron burgendy?"

Monday, January 24, 2005

"dont count the days..."

hows it goin people, its been awhile and ive been having some good days off of work cuz it wasnt really busy, but i've had the past two weekends off, which is sweet. But i gotta work this saturday, i actually dont mind working saturdays cuz theres nobody there. The day after tomorow i gotta work :0P boo-urns to that, but i need money to get me a car in the spring. Hopefully a hyundai accent. it all depends...i just like the look of the car, its small and cute. I think i'll get a black one.

N E ways...enough about that stuff...im so bored, sheri just asked me to go to a hockey game tonight...but i think the weather is gonna be shitty tonight so...yeah, dont really wanna drive in that. I wish i could go though cuz i think it will be fun. Sheri has lately been hangin out with 2 girls, erin and michelle, they're pretty cool. I've been hangin out with them too. this past weekend we all went to the bars downtown and it was all jokes...pretty fun times.. :0D

In other news its me and brads 7 months today...it kinda sucks cuz this is the second time i havnt seen him for our anniversary or whatever...but its all good cuz i know hes busy with school...and i saw him last night so yeah..that was nice...shyse im gettin all nostalgic here...heh enough of that...

funk im bored so im gonna go now.

later

Sunday, January 02, 2005

so the guys at the morgue can identify the bodies...

well...wasnt my holiday craptacular, I might sound ungreatful, but i never get what i truly want for christmas. My parents always ask me to write a list of what i want but whats the point? they never get me anything on the list, if they do its always the cheapest thing that i just thought of putting on there at the last second. Im not gonna bother next year. Theres alot of stuff i could say but im afraid peering eyes will look at this and be like 'what the fuck?'
My new years was another story. I went to London with the boyfriend and his 2 friends. First we ended up putting all our stuff at his friend matts house. We broke in by the way cuz his friends were too slow at comming home to let us in. So my bf got in through the kitchen window. So we sat and drank there for about an hour or so and waited until some other people showed up. oh yeah i have to mention the fact that it was a bitch getting alcohol from at lcbo on new years eve. I had to wait like 20 mins to friggin get 4 bottles of smirnoff triple black. so anyways after we waited around we went to some hotel to drink in their friends hotel room. they told us we couldnt get in (front desk) unless u had a pink bracelet band or somehting. so we went back outside until the guy who had a hotel room came out the back door and let us in. SO there we all were sitting and drinking for like a couple of hours and i was wondering when the hell we were gona go to the bars. But fortunately brads friend matt's girlfriend gillian was there to talk to. (total sweetheart, we got along well) then we finally got a cab to GT's. It was a pretty big bar, me and gillian went to get coat check and we hit the bar,had like 2 shots of jellyrancher and she bought me a gin and tonic. Then we tried to find our beaus, we looked everywhere and we found them on the deck outside. after that its kinda a blur. heh heh. gillian pulled me outta the conversation i was having with some of the guys and we went on the dance floor to get our groove on. a couple of guys were trying to get with us and grab our asses so we decided to get the hell outta there.
after a few more shots we decided to leave after the countdown. it was butal where the dance floor was, talk about clausterphobia.
then we got walkin down the street with everyone. then i gots a ringin on the cell phone- it was sheri at a party wishin me a happy newyear. then she gave the phone to tyler (a friend from highschool) and i wished him a happy new year. THEN brad got all jealous cuz he was like 'who was that on the phone' and im like 'tyler' and then hes like 'whos tyler' and then he fucked off down the street. it pissed me off that he wouldnt trust me so i was walkin with his friend and we were trying to find a cab, which it took us soooooo long to get. then i think i was walkin down the street by myself - well not by myself cuz his friends were around like 6 feet in front of me. then brad's like 'hey' but i still kept walkin. i turned around and gave him an "im pissed off" look. then he kinda reconcilied with me i think and i told him that tyler was just a guy from highschool. But that was the first time iv'e seen him really pissed off with me.
anyways after that we got outta the cab and got to mats house. watched a bit of tv and then decided to go to bed. there was nowhere to sleep but a laundry room on the floor, luckily i brought my sleeping bag and pillow and brad brought 2 blankets. we woke up at 10:30 and decided to head home. we stopped off at a wendys/tim hortons and ate. I wasnt feelin too good for fast food so i decided to get a turkey bacon club with a bottled water. I was sooooooo thirsty for water.
Brad dropped me off home and said he'd be back after he gota change of clothes for my parents holiday party they were having. Man i felt so bad to bring my bf to that thing. It was so frickin boring. I mean, its nice seein your relatives once in awhile but for that long of time and that many relatives, is enough to wanna put a fork through your eye.
Most my relatives are assholes, especially my grandmother who told me i was short like 3 times and my uncle who is kinda creepy cuz he complements u in a way that is really awkward. I was glad when the night was over.
I had stumbled upon a book that my brother has last night that was called "found" and its pretty much a scrap book that contains pictures, wills, letters and stuff that people find on the streets and in books etc. The finders send them in to this guy who actually puts this stuff together for people to read. There was this one thing that this guy found in his back yard - a deflated balloon with some string attached to it, and attached to the string was a note saying "i hope i pass 6th grade." Man i never find shit like that. this book has really opened my mind about stuff that i could find on the street. Its like looking into somebody's life but not knowing what had happened to the rest of their story. pic it up if you can find this book, it will entertain you for hours, i swear.
anyways i think i've written enough for one day.
happy new year everyone.