Ahoy...
well laura had her baby, on october the 2nd at 1:16 am. i give laura props for delivering cuz i couldnt do it. I would faint i think, thats why i wasnt there..heh...but i visited her today to see her and the baby. his name is noah and hes so cute. very small and long. I gave her some pink roses, frickin expensive they were, but it was worth it. she deserves it for bein such a trooper. So i stayed for dinner and left at like 7 cuz she was getting tired. I said i would visit again before the week is over.
Theres a few things i gotta do before friday comes. Lets see...clean my room, vacuum my car..uh...i have to go to the mall and get this album called team sleep?? i think its called, aparently its a side project chino from the deftones threw together. I think im gonna get it and check em out. oh yeah and make some dessert to bring over to brads on friday. He says hes going to make me a special dinner. He said he wouldtry to make it special (hopefully he will)
ANYWAYS enough about that, in other good news me and shannon are friends again, she aparently saw what i had to say on my blog about me not caring, and told me to call her and i did. She said she missed my drunken ass. To tell you the truth i miss my drunken ass too. haha...im glad we're friends again shannon...good times are commin back again me thinks. So i went to dougs house on saturday cuz shannon invited me. It was cool seein everyone again. Just like old times. i had to leave at like 1 or 12 cuz i was tired and i had to go to work again in the morning.
Can anyone tell me how i can put more photos on my website? it would greatly be appreciated.
im out -
later feaks and geeks
Monday, October 03, 2005
Thursday, September 29, 2005
' said im sorry to be here...it doesnt mean a thing...'
well today was an ordinary day. I went to work, came home, ate dinner (we had pizza-yum!)and im currently screwin around on my computer listening to the radio. im sooo bored...i dont wanna work tomorow but im working till next friday and then i get the whole thanxgiving weekend off, including tuesday. SWEET DEAL! i was supposed to visit my boyfriend on sunday if i had it off...but i cant anyways cuz i said i would visit laura in the hospital when she had her baby. oh well. next weekend we shall see...
anyway i have nothing else to say so im out.
later
anyway i have nothing else to say so im out.
later
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
another season bites the dust
hey long time no post eh
sorry ive kinda been involved in my life the past-lets see...4 or 3 months..heh...everythings pretty much the same but my friends have almost dissapeared. Brads back living in london now working for a boiler maker company, renting an old farm house, i only see him like a couple of times a month. Dans well, got a girlfriend now and hes really only associating with her. Als in hamilton, kevin in toronto, sean in guelph. Sheri, well she and i got in a fight a month or so ago and we havnt really been hanging out. Laura is pregnant and about to pop at any minute. and well shannon and doug i never see them cuz shannon found out about my little hissy fit about them not paying me, which now i dont really care about anymore. I have only seen brent and his friends just this past weekend. I really fuckin miss all the good times when we were all together. It fuckin sucks ass that everyone has separated and has their lives. We have all lost touch.
Being in barrie just made me have that home sick feeling, it was all nostalgic and stuff. Just knowing that brad wasnt there just made visiting barrie kinda sad. I miss that summer when him and i met. That was probably one of the best summers of my life.
To all of the friends i havnt not seen or talked to in awhile i really miss you all and i cherish all the memories we have shared.
K i know that sounds gay but i really mean it.
Anyway..enough of the sad stuff...i went to my brothers gig last night and they played really well. They played at the horseshoe tavern in toronto. i went with my friend debbie and candie from work. my friend todd also showed up which was really cool cuz i havnt seen him for awhile. After my brother played a band called manic drive rocked out and i was really into their stuff. I bought their album and chatted with them after the show. It was memorable. I took some pics which i will somehow (i dunno how yet) be putting them up for y'all to see. thats if youre interested.
Im finally downloading a newer version of msn messenger that has taken me since 8 to get (im still downloading and its almost 10) heh..friggin dial up.
in other news i am goin to be goin back to school hopefully in january. Goin to york and applying as a mature student. Hopefully i can find a career that i will actually like. *crosses fingers*
anyway im out..thats enough blogging for one night.
lates
'could i be the only one here- the one and only mistake'
sorry ive kinda been involved in my life the past-lets see...4 or 3 months..heh...everythings pretty much the same but my friends have almost dissapeared. Brads back living in london now working for a boiler maker company, renting an old farm house, i only see him like a couple of times a month. Dans well, got a girlfriend now and hes really only associating with her. Als in hamilton, kevin in toronto, sean in guelph. Sheri, well she and i got in a fight a month or so ago and we havnt really been hanging out. Laura is pregnant and about to pop at any minute. and well shannon and doug i never see them cuz shannon found out about my little hissy fit about them not paying me, which now i dont really care about anymore. I have only seen brent and his friends just this past weekend. I really fuckin miss all the good times when we were all together. It fuckin sucks ass that everyone has separated and has their lives. We have all lost touch.
Being in barrie just made me have that home sick feeling, it was all nostalgic and stuff. Just knowing that brad wasnt there just made visiting barrie kinda sad. I miss that summer when him and i met. That was probably one of the best summers of my life.
To all of the friends i havnt not seen or talked to in awhile i really miss you all and i cherish all the memories we have shared.
K i know that sounds gay but i really mean it.
Anyway..enough of the sad stuff...i went to my brothers gig last night and they played really well. They played at the horseshoe tavern in toronto. i went with my friend debbie and candie from work. my friend todd also showed up which was really cool cuz i havnt seen him for awhile. After my brother played a band called manic drive rocked out and i was really into their stuff. I bought their album and chatted with them after the show. It was memorable. I took some pics which i will somehow (i dunno how yet) be putting them up for y'all to see. thats if youre interested.
Im finally downloading a newer version of msn messenger that has taken me since 8 to get (im still downloading and its almost 10) heh..friggin dial up.
in other news i am goin to be goin back to school hopefully in january. Goin to york and applying as a mature student. Hopefully i can find a career that i will actually like. *crosses fingers*
anyway im out..thats enough blogging for one night.
lates
'could i be the only one here- the one and only mistake'
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
boo urns for a bladder
hey..........................?
well i can say that i havnt posted for quite some time now...alot of shit has happened and where to start...hmm...well for the biggest news i bought a car...a 2001 hyundai accent...thats all im gonna say about that cuz im sick of explaining it to everybody. If anyone wants more details please comment. ANYWAYS, i almost broke up with my bf on saturday...long story short he pretty much wants more from me, emotional wise, I can be cold sometimes only because i want attention...and hes exactly like me that way i think, well i know i am. He didnt know how much he meant to me and i guess i have to show it more. not that i didnt want to before, i was just afraid i would get pushed away, well more lovin; here i come!!
So since i just bought a car im pretty much broke for the most part. i have to save for a stereo cuz my car has NO am/fm radio or anything like that...so SHIT on a stick basically. But my mum bought me a pretty roxy sticker for the back window and its silver just like my car :0)
in other news i just purchased some new contacts...and they're a blue colour, okay so my eyes are blue already but the blue ontop punches it up a bit so they're more in yo' face. its like, whoa, they're like, oh my god blue.
oh yeah and dans little shin dig was pretty cool the other week. all the nob town crew busted it up in the T dot thorold. jammin and shit...oh yeah that reminds me i still gotta get those pics developed. Yeah i was pretty hammed that weekend. All i drank was diet coke and bacardi O. YUM.
That brings me to another weekend. not this past weekend but the one before that. I FAINTED and fell down the stairs, not cuz i was drunk but because it was like one of those head rushes u get when u get up too fast, and that was what i did, i got up from my slumber and decided i wanted to go to the bathroom, tried to walk up the stairs but couldnt cuz i kinda fell asleep, and the next thing i knew i was on the floor with my ass up in the air. GO ME. i was lucky i didnt break anything,lets just say that. HA
So my uncle finally went home last month. To tell u the truth i DONT miss him. That guy just complains and complains. I dont need to hear that anymore. he says that he will be commin back next april. NOOOOOOOOO!!!
oh yeah and i think i have a bladder infection cuz it hurts sooooo much when i pee..just to let u know, so im drinkin cranberry juice like a mo fo'
FUNK, summer is almost here and hopefully there will be a par-tay in algonquin park that im gonna plan, so any of my friends that are reading this book some time off in july cuz we're gonna go portagin' or however u spell it. Should be good times.
I cut off a couple of friends cuz they havnt paid me for concert tickets that i gave them in november. so they are CUT from my friends list. unless they are gonna pay soon which is highly doubted. They owe me fuckin 160 bucks for god sake, at least give me a check or pay me in instalments people. Okay so if people are reading this i am posting a vote poll thingie, if u think these "friends" of mine should be cut from me cuz they havnt paid me forever say yes and if no then put no. AIGHT? good this will be helpful. But i think i already made my mind but just do it anyways cuz its fun.
But yeah, so summer, my favorite. I CANT WAIT!!!!!
im out. later.
"i see a bad moon a'risin, i see trouble on the way..."
well i can say that i havnt posted for quite some time now...alot of shit has happened and where to start...hmm...well for the biggest news i bought a car...a 2001 hyundai accent...thats all im gonna say about that cuz im sick of explaining it to everybody. If anyone wants more details please comment. ANYWAYS, i almost broke up with my bf on saturday...long story short he pretty much wants more from me, emotional wise, I can be cold sometimes only because i want attention...and hes exactly like me that way i think, well i know i am. He didnt know how much he meant to me and i guess i have to show it more. not that i didnt want to before, i was just afraid i would get pushed away, well more lovin; here i come!!
So since i just bought a car im pretty much broke for the most part. i have to save for a stereo cuz my car has NO am/fm radio or anything like that...so SHIT on a stick basically. But my mum bought me a pretty roxy sticker for the back window and its silver just like my car :0)
in other news i just purchased some new contacts...and they're a blue colour, okay so my eyes are blue already but the blue ontop punches it up a bit so they're more in yo' face. its like, whoa, they're like, oh my god blue.
oh yeah and dans little shin dig was pretty cool the other week. all the nob town crew busted it up in the T dot thorold. jammin and shit...oh yeah that reminds me i still gotta get those pics developed. Yeah i was pretty hammed that weekend. All i drank was diet coke and bacardi O. YUM.
That brings me to another weekend. not this past weekend but the one before that. I FAINTED and fell down the stairs, not cuz i was drunk but because it was like one of those head rushes u get when u get up too fast, and that was what i did, i got up from my slumber and decided i wanted to go to the bathroom, tried to walk up the stairs but couldnt cuz i kinda fell asleep, and the next thing i knew i was on the floor with my ass up in the air. GO ME. i was lucky i didnt break anything,lets just say that. HA
So my uncle finally went home last month. To tell u the truth i DONT miss him. That guy just complains and complains. I dont need to hear that anymore. he says that he will be commin back next april. NOOOOOOOOO!!!
oh yeah and i think i have a bladder infection cuz it hurts sooooo much when i pee..just to let u know, so im drinkin cranberry juice like a mo fo'
FUNK, summer is almost here and hopefully there will be a par-tay in algonquin park that im gonna plan, so any of my friends that are reading this book some time off in july cuz we're gonna go portagin' or however u spell it. Should be good times.
I cut off a couple of friends cuz they havnt paid me for concert tickets that i gave them in november. so they are CUT from my friends list. unless they are gonna pay soon which is highly doubted. They owe me fuckin 160 bucks for god sake, at least give me a check or pay me in instalments people. Okay so if people are reading this i am posting a vote poll thingie, if u think these "friends" of mine should be cut from me cuz they havnt paid me forever say yes and if no then put no. AIGHT? good this will be helpful. But i think i already made my mind but just do it anyways cuz its fun.
But yeah, so summer, my favorite. I CANT WAIT!!!!!
im out. later.
"i see a bad moon a'risin, i see trouble on the way..."
Thursday, January 27, 2005
seasons
"if i could feel again, would you tell me now or wait till im broken"
So im hooked on the band sevendust, i dont understand y i didnt really listen to them before, or give them a second look or whatever, but damn are they really good. I just always thought they were too hard for me, but i got their most recent album seasons and every song on the album is friggin awesome. I'll probably get their other albums since i really like this one. Its a funny story come to think of it; I had bought the first mortal kombat soundtrack in like, 1997 and liked a song called "my ruin" and the band was called "crawlspace" and when i was downloading some songs on kazaa at my sisters and punched in sevendust for a song called face to face and came across the song called my ruin. I thought it couldnt be the same song that i discovered and loved in 1997 by the same group, but i downloaded it anyways and it was the same song. SO then i looked up a bio on sevendust and it said that they were in fact 'crawlspace' before they came to be sevendust. So that was really fuckin awesome for me to dicover because i LOVED that song when i was younger. So sevendust now is currently one of my fave bands.
now enough of sevendust, in other news, i bought myself a ceramic straightener. and it friggin kicks ass...apparently its supposed to be much better for your hair then any other straightening product. What else can i say. OH YEAH, a girl from my work that i hate got suspended for a week (which was last week)and i thought for sure she was gonna find another job cuz it would be embarrasing for her to come back to work, but surely enough she was there when i went back to work. SHIT, i hate her so much shes such a cow i wish she would just go AWAY.
Well its friday tomorow and i have the day off...man work is so not busy...and of course i hafta work on saturday. FUNK. I didnt wanna work that day..I just wish i had the weekends off for good. I wonder if im working sunday....
shyse, its only 11:30? feels later than that.
gotta bolt
"im ron burgendy?"
So im hooked on the band sevendust, i dont understand y i didnt really listen to them before, or give them a second look or whatever, but damn are they really good. I just always thought they were too hard for me, but i got their most recent album seasons and every song on the album is friggin awesome. I'll probably get their other albums since i really like this one. Its a funny story come to think of it; I had bought the first mortal kombat soundtrack in like, 1997 and liked a song called "my ruin" and the band was called "crawlspace" and when i was downloading some songs on kazaa at my sisters and punched in sevendust for a song called face to face and came across the song called my ruin. I thought it couldnt be the same song that i discovered and loved in 1997 by the same group, but i downloaded it anyways and it was the same song. SO then i looked up a bio on sevendust and it said that they were in fact 'crawlspace' before they came to be sevendust. So that was really fuckin awesome for me to dicover because i LOVED that song when i was younger. So sevendust now is currently one of my fave bands.
now enough of sevendust, in other news, i bought myself a ceramic straightener. and it friggin kicks ass...apparently its supposed to be much better for your hair then any other straightening product. What else can i say. OH YEAH, a girl from my work that i hate got suspended for a week (which was last week)and i thought for sure she was gonna find another job cuz it would be embarrasing for her to come back to work, but surely enough she was there when i went back to work. SHIT, i hate her so much shes such a cow i wish she would just go AWAY.
Well its friday tomorow and i have the day off...man work is so not busy...and of course i hafta work on saturday. FUNK. I didnt wanna work that day..I just wish i had the weekends off for good. I wonder if im working sunday....
shyse, its only 11:30? feels later than that.
gotta bolt
"im ron burgendy?"
Monday, January 24, 2005
"dont count the days..."
hows it goin people, its been awhile and ive been having some good days off of work cuz it wasnt really busy, but i've had the past two weekends off, which is sweet. But i gotta work this saturday, i actually dont mind working saturdays cuz theres nobody there. The day after tomorow i gotta work :0P boo-urns to that, but i need money to get me a car in the spring. Hopefully a hyundai accent. it all depends...i just like the look of the car, its small and cute. I think i'll get a black one.
N E ways...enough about that stuff...im so bored, sheri just asked me to go to a hockey game tonight...but i think the weather is gonna be shitty tonight so...yeah, dont really wanna drive in that. I wish i could go though cuz i think it will be fun. Sheri has lately been hangin out with 2 girls, erin and michelle, they're pretty cool. I've been hangin out with them too. this past weekend we all went to the bars downtown and it was all jokes...pretty fun times.. :0D
In other news its me and brads 7 months today...it kinda sucks cuz this is the second time i havnt seen him for our anniversary or whatever...but its all good cuz i know hes busy with school...and i saw him last night so yeah..that was nice...shyse im gettin all nostalgic here...heh enough of that...
funk im bored so im gonna go now.
later
N E ways...enough about that stuff...im so bored, sheri just asked me to go to a hockey game tonight...but i think the weather is gonna be shitty tonight so...yeah, dont really wanna drive in that. I wish i could go though cuz i think it will be fun. Sheri has lately been hangin out with 2 girls, erin and michelle, they're pretty cool. I've been hangin out with them too. this past weekend we all went to the bars downtown and it was all jokes...pretty fun times.. :0D
In other news its me and brads 7 months today...it kinda sucks cuz this is the second time i havnt seen him for our anniversary or whatever...but its all good cuz i know hes busy with school...and i saw him last night so yeah..that was nice...shyse im gettin all nostalgic here...heh enough of that...
funk im bored so im gonna go now.
later
Sunday, January 02, 2005
so the guys at the morgue can identify the bodies...
well...wasnt my holiday craptacular, I might sound ungreatful, but i never get what i truly want for christmas. My parents always ask me to write a list of what i want but whats the point? they never get me anything on the list, if they do its always the cheapest thing that i just thought of putting on there at the last second. Im not gonna bother next year. Theres alot of stuff i could say but im afraid peering eyes will look at this and be like 'what the fuck?'
My new years was another story. I went to London with the boyfriend and his 2 friends. First we ended up putting all our stuff at his friend matts house. We broke in by the way cuz his friends were too slow at comming home to let us in. So my bf got in through the kitchen window. So we sat and drank there for about an hour or so and waited until some other people showed up. oh yeah i have to mention the fact that it was a bitch getting alcohol from at lcbo on new years eve. I had to wait like 20 mins to friggin get 4 bottles of smirnoff triple black. so anyways after we waited around we went to some hotel to drink in their friends hotel room. they told us we couldnt get in (front desk) unless u had a pink bracelet band or somehting. so we went back outside until the guy who had a hotel room came out the back door and let us in. SO there we all were sitting and drinking for like a couple of hours and i was wondering when the hell we were gona go to the bars. But fortunately brads friend matt's girlfriend gillian was there to talk to. (total sweetheart, we got along well) then we finally got a cab to GT's. It was a pretty big bar, me and gillian went to get coat check and we hit the bar,had like 2 shots of jellyrancher and she bought me a gin and tonic. Then we tried to find our beaus, we looked everywhere and we found them on the deck outside. after that its kinda a blur. heh heh. gillian pulled me outta the conversation i was having with some of the guys and we went on the dance floor to get our groove on. a couple of guys were trying to get with us and grab our asses so we decided to get the hell outta there.
after a few more shots we decided to leave after the countdown. it was butal where the dance floor was, talk about clausterphobia.
then we got walkin down the street with everyone. then i gots a ringin on the cell phone- it was sheri at a party wishin me a happy newyear. then she gave the phone to tyler (a friend from highschool) and i wished him a happy new year. THEN brad got all jealous cuz he was like 'who was that on the phone' and im like 'tyler' and then hes like 'whos tyler' and then he fucked off down the street. it pissed me off that he wouldnt trust me so i was walkin with his friend and we were trying to find a cab, which it took us soooooo long to get. then i think i was walkin down the street by myself - well not by myself cuz his friends were around like 6 feet in front of me. then brad's like 'hey' but i still kept walkin. i turned around and gave him an "im pissed off" look. then he kinda reconcilied with me i think and i told him that tyler was just a guy from highschool. But that was the first time iv'e seen him really pissed off with me.
anyways after that we got outta the cab and got to mats house. watched a bit of tv and then decided to go to bed. there was nowhere to sleep but a laundry room on the floor, luckily i brought my sleeping bag and pillow and brad brought 2 blankets. we woke up at 10:30 and decided to head home. we stopped off at a wendys/tim hortons and ate. I wasnt feelin too good for fast food so i decided to get a turkey bacon club with a bottled water. I was sooooooo thirsty for water.
Brad dropped me off home and said he'd be back after he gota change of clothes for my parents holiday party they were having. Man i felt so bad to bring my bf to that thing. It was so frickin boring. I mean, its nice seein your relatives once in awhile but for that long of time and that many relatives, is enough to wanna put a fork through your eye.
Most my relatives are assholes, especially my grandmother who told me i was short like 3 times and my uncle who is kinda creepy cuz he complements u in a way that is really awkward. I was glad when the night was over.
I had stumbled upon a book that my brother has last night that was called "found" and its pretty much a scrap book that contains pictures, wills, letters and stuff that people find on the streets and in books etc. The finders send them in to this guy who actually puts this stuff together for people to read. There was this one thing that this guy found in his back yard - a deflated balloon with some string attached to it, and attached to the string was a note saying "i hope i pass 6th grade." Man i never find shit like that. this book has really opened my mind about stuff that i could find on the street. Its like looking into somebody's life but not knowing what had happened to the rest of their story. pic it up if you can find this book, it will entertain you for hours, i swear.
anyways i think i've written enough for one day.
happy new year everyone.
My new years was another story. I went to London with the boyfriend and his 2 friends. First we ended up putting all our stuff at his friend matts house. We broke in by the way cuz his friends were too slow at comming home to let us in. So my bf got in through the kitchen window. So we sat and drank there for about an hour or so and waited until some other people showed up. oh yeah i have to mention the fact that it was a bitch getting alcohol from at lcbo on new years eve. I had to wait like 20 mins to friggin get 4 bottles of smirnoff triple black. so anyways after we waited around we went to some hotel to drink in their friends hotel room. they told us we couldnt get in (front desk) unless u had a pink bracelet band or somehting. so we went back outside until the guy who had a hotel room came out the back door and let us in. SO there we all were sitting and drinking for like a couple of hours and i was wondering when the hell we were gona go to the bars. But fortunately brads friend matt's girlfriend gillian was there to talk to. (total sweetheart, we got along well) then we finally got a cab to GT's. It was a pretty big bar, me and gillian went to get coat check and we hit the bar,had like 2 shots of jellyrancher and she bought me a gin and tonic. Then we tried to find our beaus, we looked everywhere and we found them on the deck outside. after that its kinda a blur. heh heh. gillian pulled me outta the conversation i was having with some of the guys and we went on the dance floor to get our groove on. a couple of guys were trying to get with us and grab our asses so we decided to get the hell outta there.
after a few more shots we decided to leave after the countdown. it was butal where the dance floor was, talk about clausterphobia.
then we got walkin down the street with everyone. then i gots a ringin on the cell phone- it was sheri at a party wishin me a happy newyear. then she gave the phone to tyler (a friend from highschool) and i wished him a happy new year. THEN brad got all jealous cuz he was like 'who was that on the phone' and im like 'tyler' and then hes like 'whos tyler' and then he fucked off down the street. it pissed me off that he wouldnt trust me so i was walkin with his friend and we were trying to find a cab, which it took us soooooo long to get. then i think i was walkin down the street by myself - well not by myself cuz his friends were around like 6 feet in front of me. then brad's like 'hey' but i still kept walkin. i turned around and gave him an "im pissed off" look. then he kinda reconcilied with me i think and i told him that tyler was just a guy from highschool. But that was the first time iv'e seen him really pissed off with me.
anyways after that we got outta the cab and got to mats house. watched a bit of tv and then decided to go to bed. there was nowhere to sleep but a laundry room on the floor, luckily i brought my sleeping bag and pillow and brad brought 2 blankets. we woke up at 10:30 and decided to head home. we stopped off at a wendys/tim hortons and ate. I wasnt feelin too good for fast food so i decided to get a turkey bacon club with a bottled water. I was sooooooo thirsty for water.
Brad dropped me off home and said he'd be back after he gota change of clothes for my parents holiday party they were having. Man i felt so bad to bring my bf to that thing. It was so frickin boring. I mean, its nice seein your relatives once in awhile but for that long of time and that many relatives, is enough to wanna put a fork through your eye.
Most my relatives are assholes, especially my grandmother who told me i was short like 3 times and my uncle who is kinda creepy cuz he complements u in a way that is really awkward. I was glad when the night was over.
I had stumbled upon a book that my brother has last night that was called "found" and its pretty much a scrap book that contains pictures, wills, letters and stuff that people find on the streets and in books etc. The finders send them in to this guy who actually puts this stuff together for people to read. There was this one thing that this guy found in his back yard - a deflated balloon with some string attached to it, and attached to the string was a note saying "i hope i pass 6th grade." Man i never find shit like that. this book has really opened my mind about stuff that i could find on the street. Its like looking into somebody's life but not knowing what had happened to the rest of their story. pic it up if you can find this book, it will entertain you for hours, i swear.
anyways i think i've written enough for one day.
happy new year everyone.
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