'I would be the one, to hold you down, kiss you so hard, id take your breath away'

I am so in my element right now, spring is here and it is soooooo good to finally have nice weather. I hate winter cuz everythings depressing and you dont seem like you're doing anything when you're cooped up indoors all the time. I think spring is definetly my favorite season, everything is new and fresh. ahhh...New beginnings is what i say.
Speaking of new beginnings, i have made my decision about what college im going to go to. Its Humber. That way its not too far away from my house and the driving wont be too bad in the winter. I cant wait to go. Seems like forever since ive been to school. It would be good to get out and meet new people and learn new things. Hopefully i'll get something outta it. Actually, thats a given, i know i will. But before i start to get down to business in the fall, its time for good times in the summer. There are a number of things i would like to do; this time, get my ear peirced again (cartillage in upper corner). Im dissapointed that my eyebrow ring didnt work out as planned. But i knew that wouldnt last very long. It was a phase for sure, but i dont regret it.
two, is go camping ALOT, because last year i hardly went. Three is go to the'Dardonella' I know some people have said it sucks but i want to experience it for myself (i'll be the judge of that)umm, lets see what else....oh yeah have a get together at my cottage with a group of people. Those are just some of the things i would like to get accomplished.
But anyways what else is new in the world of Sarah...Well a couple more guys from work want me to draw some pics for them,(anime, which is my specialty) i said i would cuz, well, i want to and they have been very encouraging. I've had alot of compliments on my work from them. I really should start charging but if i did- i dont know how much. dont get me wrong they have offered to pay, but if its just a small drawing - who cares?
anyway im bored of this blog
later
'Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread'

Where are they now? i wonder what ever happened to that band i showed an interest to when i went to my brothers gig not long ago...right when they finished i bee lined right over to them when they finished playing. They said their cd was 10 bucks...i gave them 5, ha! suckers...they were so high on themselves too. I guess i didnt mention two weeks after i saw them play, their video was shown on much music. It was really gay (for the record)ah, manic drive, not worth 10 dollars.
Now a band that is worth the money is sevendust-i saw them in january with my friend jillian. They just came out with a new album called 'next' and it is reallllllly good. The concert was amazing too. Damn they know how to ROCK!!!

I would have to say the album 'Seasons' is my favorite outta every album they have done.
I really have to go see more concerts. This summer i am taking it upon myself to see alot of concerts. And of course to go to the beach more often, even if its just by myself!!! well, maybe just one person could come with me. Shannon thats u!



anyway im going to have a cuppa
laters
' can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can't handle the shit that I'm into'

'Carpe diem'

Ahem...
yeah im back. What else is new though? heh, well all i can say is that i applied to college a couple of months ago;Humber, seneca and georgian are my choices. Decided to take my ECE and get a career. Hopefully i will succeed. I have to write an essay for a cpt (college placement test) for humber tomorow. I havnt wrote an essay in soooo long. But i know i am able to pull one outta my ass and b.s. it all.
Now, i know,one of the colleges are going to accept me. But who will it be? I dunno whether i want to go to humber cuz i think its closer to home than orillia. But we shall see how it goes.
At least i dont have to work tomorow (yay!!) I have sunday and monday off (double yay!) so i can do whatever the F i please...um, well, within reason i suppose.
Well lets see, in music news, i just purchased a cd called 'panic! at the disco' its pretty good actually. I thought it was gonna be all gay and stuff, maybe some people wont like it that i know of. I think its more for girls cuz (its kinda dancy) but--dont get me wrong, its still rockin. Lyrics are catchy? check. Lead singers voice good? check. more than 2 good songs on the cd? check. its a pretty good album.
Another band to check out (i have a list cuz i have not updated this bad boy for months)is '10 years', pretty good album but resembles tool and a perfect circle a little bit much, i do say..indeed...thats all im listing for now cuz its too much to write~!
*yawn* im damn tired today, but it feels like i didnt do much, its probably because im depriving myself of any carb that comes into contact with me. I know, I know its bad, yes. BUT i just want to see how long i can go without eating all those good breads, cakes, cereals, *drools* gah!! its so hard. But if u dont think about that kinda thing, just pretend it doesnt exist, you'll only be hungry for healthy foods. Well, then again i guess cuz you're hungry you'll eat anything. Ive been good for a whole week. Dont worry people im not turning into karen carpenter or anything. I know one of these days i'll crack.
anyway people im gonna go and sleep.......yessssss..how i love thee sleep...
g'night
'havn't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door- no, its much better to face these kind of things with a sense of poise and rationality'
p.s. good gig it was eh guys??? damn right!!

"its time to find a place thats deep with in your soul, and dont deny the child living deep inside.."

Ahoy...
well laura had her baby, on october the 2nd at 1:16 am. i give laura props for delivering cuz i couldnt do it. I would faint i think, thats why i wasnt there..heh...but i visited her today to see her and the baby. his name is noah and hes so cute. very small and long. I gave her some pink roses, frickin expensive they were, but it was worth it. she deserves it for bein such a trooper. So i stayed for dinner and left at like 7 cuz she was getting tired. I said i would visit again before the week is over.
Theres a few things i gotta do before friday comes. Lets see...clean my room, vacuum my car..uh...i have to go to the mall and get this album called team sleep?? i think its called, aparently its a side project chino from the deftones threw together. I think im gonna get it and check em out. oh yeah and make some dessert to bring over to brads on friday. He says hes going to make me a special dinner. He said he wouldtry to make it special (hopefully he will)
ANYWAYS enough about that, in other good news me and shannon are friends again, she aparently saw what i had to say on my blog about me not caring, and told me to call her and i did. She said she missed my drunken ass. To tell you the truth i miss my drunken ass too. haha...im glad we're friends again shannon...good times are commin back again me thinks. So i went to dougs house on saturday cuz shannon invited me. It was cool seein everyone again. Just like old times. i had to leave at like 1 or 12 cuz i was tired and i had to go to work again in the morning.
Can anyone tell me how i can put more photos on my website? it would greatly be appreciated.
im out -
later feaks and geeks

' said im sorry to be here...it doesnt mean a thing...'

well today was an ordinary day. I went to work, came home, ate dinner (we had pizza-yum!)and im currently screwin around on my computer listening to the radio. im sooo bored...i dont wanna work tomorow but im working till next friday and then i get the whole thanxgiving weekend off, including tuesday. SWEET DEAL! i was supposed to visit my boyfriend on sunday if i had it off...but i cant anyways cuz i said i would visit laura in the hospital when she had her baby. oh well. next weekend we shall see...
anyway i have nothing else to say so im out.

later

another season bites the dust

hey long time no post eh

sorry ive kinda been involved in my life the past-lets see...4 or 3 months..heh...everythings pretty much the same but my friends have almost dissapeared. Brads back living in london now working for a boiler maker company, renting an old farm house, i only see him like a couple of times a month. Dans well, got a girlfriend now and hes really only associating with her. Als in hamilton, kevin in toronto, sean in guelph. Sheri, well she and i got in a fight a month or so ago and we havnt really been hanging out. Laura is pregnant and about to pop at any minute. and well shannon and doug i never see them cuz shannon found out about my little hissy fit about them not paying me, which now i dont really care about anymore. I have only seen brent and his friends just this past weekend. I really fuckin miss all the good times when we were all together. It fuckin sucks ass that everyone has separated and has their lives. We have all lost touch.
Being in barrie just made me have that home sick feeling, it was all nostalgic and stuff. Just knowing that brad wasnt there just made visiting barrie kinda sad. I miss that summer when him and i met. That was probably one of the best summers of my life.
To all of the friends i havnt not seen or talked to in awhile i really miss you all and i cherish all the memories we have shared.
K i know that sounds gay but i really mean it.
Anyway..enough of the sad stuff...i went to my brothers gig last night and they played really well. They played at the horseshoe tavern in toronto. i went with my friend debbie and candie from work. my friend todd also showed up which was really cool cuz i havnt seen him for awhile. After my brother played a band called manic drive rocked out and i was really into their stuff. I bought their album and chatted with them after the show. It was memorable. I took some pics which i will somehow (i dunno how yet) be putting them up for y'all to see. thats if youre interested.
Im finally downloading a newer version of msn messenger that has taken me since 8 to get (im still downloading and its almost 10) heh..friggin dial up.
in other news i am goin to be goin back to school hopefully in january. Goin to york and applying as a mature student. Hopefully i can find a career that i will actually like. *crosses fingers*
anyway im out..thats enough blogging for one night.
lates
'could i be the only one here- the one and only mistake'

boo urns for a bladder

hey..........................?
well i can say that i havnt posted for quite some time now...alot of shit has happened and where to start...hmm...well for the biggest news i bought a car...a 2001 hyundai accent...thats all im gonna say about that cuz im sick of explaining it to everybody. If anyone wants more details please comment. ANYWAYS, i almost broke up with my bf on saturday...long story short he pretty much wants more from me, emotional wise, I can be cold sometimes only because i want attention...and hes exactly like me that way i think, well i know i am. He didnt know how much he meant to me and i guess i have to show it more. not that i didnt want to before, i was just afraid i would get pushed away, well more lovin; here i come!!
So since i just bought a car im pretty much broke for the most part. i have to save for a stereo cuz my car has NO am/fm radio or anything like that...so SHIT on a stick basically. But my mum bought me a pretty roxy sticker for the back window and its silver just like my car :0)
in other news i just purchased some new contacts...and they're a blue colour, okay so my eyes are blue already but the blue ontop punches it up a bit so they're more in yo' face. its like, whoa, they're like, oh my god blue.
oh yeah and dans little shin dig was pretty cool the other week. all the nob town crew busted it up in the T dot thorold. jammin and shit...oh yeah that reminds me i still gotta get those pics developed. Yeah i was pretty hammed that weekend. All i drank was diet coke and bacardi O. YUM.
That brings me to another weekend. not this past weekend but the one before that. I FAINTED and fell down the stairs, not cuz i was drunk but because it was like one of those head rushes u get when u get up too fast, and that was what i did, i got up from my slumber and decided i wanted to go to the bathroom, tried to walk up the stairs but couldnt cuz i kinda fell asleep, and the next thing i knew i was on the floor with my ass up in the air. GO ME. i was lucky i didnt break anything,lets just say that. HA
So my uncle finally went home last month. To tell u the truth i DONT miss him. That guy just complains and complains. I dont need to hear that anymore. he says that he will be commin back next april. NOOOOOOOOO!!!
oh yeah and i think i have a bladder infection cuz it hurts sooooo much when i pee..just to let u know, so im drinkin cranberry juice like a mo fo'
FUNK, summer is almost here and hopefully there will be a par-tay in algonquin park that im gonna plan, so any of my friends that are reading this book some time off in july cuz we're gonna go portagin' or however u spell it. Should be good times.
I cut off a couple of friends cuz they havnt paid me for concert tickets that i gave them in november. so they are CUT from my friends list. unless they are gonna pay soon which is highly doubted. They owe me fuckin 160 bucks for god sake, at least give me a check or pay me in instalments people. Okay so if people are reading this i am posting a vote poll thingie, if u think these "friends" of mine should be cut from me cuz they havnt paid me forever say yes and if no then put no. AIGHT? good this will be helpful. But i think i already made my mind but just do it anyways cuz its fun.
But yeah, so summer, my favorite. I CANT WAIT!!!!!
im out. later.

"i see a bad moon a'risin, i see trouble on the way..."

seasons

"if i could feel again, would you tell me now or wait till im broken"

So im hooked on the band sevendust, i dont understand y i didnt really listen to them before, or give them a second look or whatever, but damn are they really good. I just always thought they were too hard for me, but i got their most recent album seasons and every song on the album is friggin awesome. I'll probably get their other albums since i really like this one. Its a funny story come to think of it; I had bought the first mortal kombat soundtrack in like, 1997 and liked a song called "my ruin" and the band was called "crawlspace" and when i was downloading some songs on kazaa at my sisters and punched in sevendust for a song called face to face and came across the song called my ruin. I thought it couldnt be the same song that i discovered and loved in 1997 by the same group, but i downloaded it anyways and it was the same song. SO then i looked up a bio on sevendust and it said that they were in fact 'crawlspace' before they came to be sevendust. So that was really fuckin awesome for me to dicover because i LOVED that song when i was younger. So sevendust now is currently one of my fave bands.
now enough of sevendust, in other news, i bought myself a ceramic straightener. and it friggin kicks ass...apparently its supposed to be much better for your hair then any other straightening product. What else can i say. OH YEAH, a girl from my work that i hate got suspended for a week (which was last week)and i thought for sure she was gonna find another job cuz it would be embarrasing for her to come back to work, but surely enough she was there when i went back to work. SHIT, i hate her so much shes such a cow i wish she would just go AWAY.
Well its friday tomorow and i have the day off...man work is so not busy...and of course i hafta work on saturday. FUNK. I didnt wanna work that day..I just wish i had the weekends off for good. I wonder if im working sunday....

shyse, its only 11:30? feels later than that.
gotta bolt
"im ron burgendy?"

"dont count the days..."

hows it goin people, its been awhile and ive been having some good days off of work cuz it wasnt really busy, but i've had the past two weekends off, which is sweet. But i gotta work this saturday, i actually dont mind working saturdays cuz theres nobody there. The day after tomorow i gotta work :0P boo-urns to that, but i need money to get me a car in the spring. Hopefully a hyundai accent. it all depends...i just like the look of the car, its small and cute. I think i'll get a black one.

N E ways...enough about that stuff...im so bored, sheri just asked me to go to a hockey game tonight...but i think the weather is gonna be shitty tonight so...yeah, dont really wanna drive in that. I wish i could go though cuz i think it will be fun. Sheri has lately been hangin out with 2 girls, erin and michelle, they're pretty cool. I've been hangin out with them too. this past weekend we all went to the bars downtown and it was all jokes...pretty fun times.. :0D

In other news its me and brads 7 months today...it kinda sucks cuz this is the second time i havnt seen him for our anniversary or whatever...but its all good cuz i know hes busy with school...and i saw him last night so yeah..that was nice...shyse im gettin all nostalgic here...heh enough of that...

funk im bored so im gonna go now.

later

so the guys at the morgue can identify the bodies...

well...wasnt my holiday craptacular, I might sound ungreatful, but i never get what i truly want for christmas. My parents always ask me to write a list of what i want but whats the point? they never get me anything on the list, if they do its always the cheapest thing that i just thought of putting on there at the last second. Im not gonna bother next year. Theres alot of stuff i could say but im afraid peering eyes will look at this and be like 'what the fuck?'
My new years was another story. I went to London with the boyfriend and his 2 friends. First we ended up putting all our stuff at his friend matts house. We broke in by the way cuz his friends were too slow at comming home to let us in. So my bf got in through the kitchen window. So we sat and drank there for about an hour or so and waited until some other people showed up. oh yeah i have to mention the fact that it was a bitch getting alcohol from at lcbo on new years eve. I had to wait like 20 mins to friggin get 4 bottles of smirnoff triple black. so anyways after we waited around we went to some hotel to drink in their friends hotel room. they told us we couldnt get in (front desk) unless u had a pink bracelet band or somehting. so we went back outside until the guy who had a hotel room came out the back door and let us in. SO there we all were sitting and drinking for like a couple of hours and i was wondering when the hell we were gona go to the bars. But fortunately brads friend matt's girlfriend gillian was there to talk to. (total sweetheart, we got along well) then we finally got a cab to GT's. It was a pretty big bar, me and gillian went to get coat check and we hit the bar,had like 2 shots of jellyrancher and she bought me a gin and tonic. Then we tried to find our beaus, we looked everywhere and we found them on the deck outside. after that its kinda a blur. heh heh. gillian pulled me outta the conversation i was having with some of the guys and we went on the dance floor to get our groove on. a couple of guys were trying to get with us and grab our asses so we decided to get the hell outta there.
after a few more shots we decided to leave after the countdown. it was butal where the dance floor was, talk about clausterphobia.
then we got walkin down the street with everyone. then i gots a ringin on the cell phone- it was sheri at a party wishin me a happy newyear. then she gave the phone to tyler (a friend from highschool) and i wished him a happy new year. THEN brad got all jealous cuz he was like 'who was that on the phone' and im like 'tyler' and then hes like 'whos tyler' and then he fucked off down the street. it pissed me off that he wouldnt trust me so i was walkin with his friend and we were trying to find a cab, which it took us soooooo long to get. then i think i was walkin down the street by myself - well not by myself cuz his friends were around like 6 feet in front of me. then brad's like 'hey' but i still kept walkin. i turned around and gave him an "im pissed off" look. then he kinda reconcilied with me i think and i told him that tyler was just a guy from highschool. But that was the first time iv'e seen him really pissed off with me.
anyways after that we got outta the cab and got to mats house. watched a bit of tv and then decided to go to bed. there was nowhere to sleep but a laundry room on the floor, luckily i brought my sleeping bag and pillow and brad brought 2 blankets. we woke up at 10:30 and decided to head home. we stopped off at a wendys/tim hortons and ate. I wasnt feelin too good for fast food so i decided to get a turkey bacon club with a bottled water. I was sooooooo thirsty for water.
Brad dropped me off home and said he'd be back after he gota change of clothes for my parents holiday party they were having. Man i felt so bad to bring my bf to that thing. It was so frickin boring. I mean, its nice seein your relatives once in awhile but for that long of time and that many relatives, is enough to wanna put a fork through your eye.
Most my relatives are assholes, especially my grandmother who told me i was short like 3 times and my uncle who is kinda creepy cuz he complements u in a way that is really awkward. I was glad when the night was over.
I had stumbled upon a book that my brother has last night that was called "found" and its pretty much a scrap book that contains pictures, wills, letters and stuff that people find on the streets and in books etc. The finders send them in to this guy who actually puts this stuff together for people to read. There was this one thing that this guy found in his back yard - a deflated balloon with some string attached to it, and attached to the string was a note saying "i hope i pass 6th grade." Man i never find shit like that. this book has really opened my mind about stuff that i could find on the street. Its like looking into somebody's life but not knowing what had happened to the rest of their story. pic it up if you can find this book, it will entertain you for hours, i swear.
anyways i think i've written enough for one day.
happy new year everyone.

kernels is extrodinary popcorn

man, today is a weird day. i woke up, decided to have a bath AND a shower. I was frickin freezing. I talked to sheri a bit on the phone and we decided to probably dick around tonight, go grab a coffee at second cup and whatever else we decide to do. So after that i got back into bed. and i was still freezing. Tonight i must remember to put and extra blanket on my bed. I fell asleep again for another 3 hours and got up around 3 (hey im milking my holidays for all they're worth)
but i had the most fucked up dream, i dreamed that my boyfriend was cheating on me with that actress from that gay ass show 'charmed,' marissa marciano or something. I was pissed right the fuck off. I'll spare u people the details cuz its just messed. But then it got me worrying, i always worry about that sorta thing, now its makin me a skeptic. oh well.
so tomorow me and brad will be goin on our date tomorow and we'll be exchangin gifts. I hope to god he likes what i got him. I wonder what he got me.
im munchin on some kernels popcorn that i got yesterday from the mall. Its quite good. Its called "christmas cheer" its got caramel flavor and cranberry i think it is.
okay im bored with this blog so im out.

hmm...

well hello blog. i dunno what to say today. it was a pretty busy day, went to work and did extra cleaning which surprisingly wasnt that bad. im glad i got my shit done so now i dont have to worry about it for the next week, err...year..haha. Oh i guess today was really good cuz my manager wasnt in today, she was sick- poor baby, she probably just didnt have the energy to get her fat ass outta bed. I think tomorow she probably won't be in either. GOOD GREAT GRAND WONDERFUL. and tomorow will probably be my last day of work for a good couple of weeks or so. whoo hoo!!!!a
anyways gotta go to bed. its now 10:37 and i gotta get up at 7:05 to clean all the snow off the car.
laters
"i aint believin that shit about bonoms one hour drum solo man. You couldnt handle that shit on strong acid man."

"..i think of your when you're sleeping, and all the secrets that you're keeping.."

hey dan and kevin: SHUT the F UP!! ahem anyways my day is good, cuz i dont have to work tomorow. What im gonna do tomorow - i have no idea, i think im gonna hang out with dan cuz i said that i would and i gotta hem some of my pants, clean my room and do my laundry...and possibly draw. heh but i doubt i'll get any of that done. oh well.
tonight im goin over to my bow's place, we're gonna have a wintery walk, lets see how well that turns out...I hate winter, especially driving in it. i will also say that im petrified of getting into a car accident. Mostly because of what happened to me and my ex bf a few years ago. He was turning onto the 400 highway to merge onto it but he didnt wait for a car to go through the intersection, so...what happened was the car it my side and t-boned his car. HEH, what an IDIOT. I almost died. ANYWAYS another subject shall we? i think so. so kevin my friend from high school is having a shin dig on thursday and i think i will go cuz i dont have to work the next day and it will be good to see all the guys again. We havnt hung out in so long, the group of us. good times will be had im sure.
my room is a friggin mess...okay i gotta go clean cuz its gonna drive me nuts
later
"i can kick you, higher than u can kick me, i can kick you way up into a tree, who wants a taste of my oolong tea, ho ha ho ha ho chee chee..."

"mistakes dont mean a thing if you dont regret them..."

word up, im currently listening to diorama right now, friggin awesome album it is...i still remember the concert, best concert i've ever been to. silverchair is still my favorite band in the world.
anyways, i went to work today and it was aight. there were no managers there which made the day better. i had 13 check outs and the day went by pretty fast considering.
*yawn* im tired, i hafta go to work tomorow and i dont wanna. at least i have monday off. hopefully i can sleep in....
i dont have much to say tonight so i will check y'all later

"..so love me for my mind cuz im a dangerous heart, when i've got time to kill im comming back for you."
*song : 'one way mule' by the one and only silverchair*

" its all you've got inside your head, better get up and leave instead..."

Hellloooo!! i am in much better mood than my last post, but i can't change the fact that i still gotta work tomorow. At least my manager isnt gonna be there. haha, sucker. hmm...lets see, where to start...well, Shit has hit the fan at work. Our manager had to have a talk with us in her office and she said that, in a nutshell, that we better get our asses in gear and start cleaning the rooms better. (whatever, its her fault she doesnt check the rooms like shes supposed to)so tomorow i gotta do some extra cleaning. FUCK. im too lazy as it is already, how am i supposed to clean the big things and do all the other little things on top of all that. I HATE HER. she makes me wanna scream. oh well, if i do all that then i dont hafta do it for a long time.
So im off on monday thursday friday and saturday. It's startin to die down at work and in time for the holidays, which is nice. I'll probably be off till the first week of january. gives me time to PAR-TAY. yay. but no money. heh. can't have one without the other.
Man it just got so friggin cold in my room. not just cold but really cold.It's probably my uncle leaving the door open cuz he's putting in a new landing for our stairs and fixing up the banister. It's like my uncle is my mum and my dads bitch. I swear, he does everything around here, like fix up everything. He hasnt said anything yet but maybe he likes doing that kinda stuff? i dunno, we'll he's here till febuary and then hes back home to England. I think it will kinda be weird when hes gone cuz, even tho he's a part of the family he's like our family family. i dunno if that makes sense to you but thats what it feels like. It'll be weird not having him around. Sure, he's kind of annoying some times; eats all my food and uses the computer when im expecting a phone call. But he's been here since...june, yeah, THAT long. But anyways my point being he's probably just really bored and decides to do all of this stuff for fun. My gramma even makes him come over and makes him paint shit. I dunno, i just feel kinda bad is all. Oh, and another thing about my uncle is is i can finally understand what he's saying. Ive gotten used to his thick english accent. When he came for the first time i had to kinda guess what he says and just smile and nod. But its all good now. I mean, its not like my mums accent, which i CAN understand, i guess since shes been living in canada longer than she had been living in england. It's amazing what you get used to really.
So i enjoyed a nice day off today. Brad dropped me off at my sisters cuz she resides in barrie just like him, (i had stayed the night if you're wondering) and my dad was there cuz we had decided the day before to go to the Mandarin, mmmmm... So after lunch was over we headed to the wholefood place and i got me a case of stewarts keylime soda. 12 for $10 thats pretty good for that stuff, they also had a case of jones' soda but they had bubble gum, root beer, cream soda and i think the lime one flavors; i dont really like the root beer or the bubble gum one so i decided against it. After our little excursion me and dad headed home. I was feeling a little tired so i decided to head to bed for a couple of hours. With numerous amounts of interruptions of my friend sheri calling me i decided to get up. I was kinda already half asleep, and it didnt help that my toes were cold. I HATE THAT. when you've got a nice warm bed and your body tempurature is just right but your toes gotta be a bitch and decide not to warm up.
I was supposed to go to my friend brents house but i dont really wanna drive in this shitty ass weather cuz its slippery. (Sorry guys) oh well i have next weekend off so i'll party then, besides i gotta work tomorow.
So my surley good friend dan is apparently commin up tomorow so maybe we'll hang out which is cool cuz i hardly see him since he decided to live in butt fuck thorold - HA! sorry dan... tee hee.
anyways din dins is ready and my mum made baked chicken with mashed potatoes and veggies - are u salivating yet?
boo ya ttyl people
p.s. napoleon dynamite comes out on the 21st! HEll YEAH

one big blank

What a shit day. The weather is shit, im feeling like shit and some of the people i know are, in fact, shit.
I went to work. The work day went fast which was good. It was raining and i prayed that it wouldnt freeze cuz i had to drive home. Luckily it didnt. And now i suffer from lack of motivation. I dont even know what to write now. FUCK. at least i got my christmas shopping done. I dont even know what im doing for new years. whatever it is that i do i hope its good.
I have got a bad case of indigestion and i took some alkaseltser and it tasted like crap. It didnt even work. anyways im sick of writting and hopefully tomorow will be a better day.


you dont know what you've got till its gone...

"see you space cowboy..."

what the f!?

lets see...today, i went downtown with the parental units plus uncle. I spent some money on a few sterling silver pieces. 3 rings; one moonstone one, an opal one and one with an egyptian ankh. I can say im a sterling silver ring freak. Oh yeah and i also bought a turquoise pendant its a rather small but a big one,dont ask me how that works but it does. I guess u could say its a good size. (haha thats a nice way of saying that its small) my mum said she would buy it for me for christmas, but again, i had to pay for it cuz i was the one with the cash. WHY ME??? i also had to pay for the friggin winter tires on HER car, OK i guess i use it as well but that sucks. man, that means no expesive xmas gifts for my friends (darn). Not that i mind dishing out the extra cash for good gifts once in awhile,but this just sucks ass. Anyways enough about bling. St. lawrence (sp) market was good, same old stuff but its always nice to go there once a year around the holiday season. We got the old pemeal bacon on a bun, as always and that was deeelish. I actually had some jewish pastery called "baklava" it was so good, which was made with philo pastery, almonds and honey. After the market we headed over to Sherway Gardens. The mall of course :0p. surprisingly i didnt spend any money there except for a sterling silver chain i had to buy for the pendant i just purchased downtown (it was only $7) My dad went into a store called the knife house or something along those lines and had bought me a nice stainless steel knife. It was funny because i asked what he had bought after he walked outta the store and he was holding it behind his back. His reply was "im not telling you." then i gave him an "i know what you're up to look" and then he presented me with a box in a plastic bag. He said it was my christmas present and that he knew i wanted one - which is kinda true cuz i always use a sharp knife to slice apples and mangos for snacking. So thank you dad. :0) that was pretty much my day, although its not over. my bf is supposed to be commin down "for a couple of hours" he says. what the F? he probably just wants to party for the rest of the night, i dont blame him, afterall HE doesnt hafta work tomorow and HE doesnt have to get up at 8 in the morning to go clean toilets for 12 bucks an hour. FUCK THAT. oh well im off on monday which is good cuz i can finish my christmas shopping- hooray for me.:0p
anyways im gonna play grand left auto
"the defect in this one is bleach."
currently listening to My Vitriol

today is random event day...

okay, i had a very weird,well,night i guess you could say...the day wasnt too bad. I got some shit done like laundry and cleaned my room cuz i need my room to be clean cuz it just gets on my nerves if its too messy. heh long sentence, anyways, i went out tonight with shannon and sheri. She drove the big taho her parents have and we went to shoppers drug mart at like 9:00 and then we went to second cup. i got my usual caramel caretto (i dunno how u spell that but its a good drink) and we just drove around heckling people. that was fun - until they fuckin turned on the heat full blast for like 10 mins...i was HOT, i couldnt breathe. then they turned on the air conditioning. THEN my nose bled...that so wasnt good for my body, im sure i'll be getting a cold real soon. we also went to maple to visit randy reid, an old friend from high school at longos cuz he was working the night shift and talked to him for like half an hour...that guys got issues...talk about A.D.D. heh maybe i shouldnt be saying that cuz he is a nice guy afterall.
when i got home i checked the phone to see if anyone had called me- and the weird thing was some guy that i was seeing awhile ago called. i saw his number on the phone, at first i didnt recognize who the number was from then it dawned on me. My mum had answered the phone at the time, she said there was no answer but she did hear people in the background. So now im thinking why the hell did he call me? was i still in his cell phone phone book? maybe he accidentally called me- but who does that? honestly im confused. but whatever...anyways im gonna go hit the sack, t'was a good night and this is a friggin long entry so i shall say like snoop doggggg "park it like its hot."
im out.

same shit different pile....

hey people who are reading this...this will be my first post since that random one below. Well what can i say for today since this thing is like a diary, well its kind of a bizarre diary but...whatever...this will be quite the diary since i will try to write every day, brush up on my writing skills. I havnt wrote anything in a long while...first thing i wanna say is that i have officially lost my retainer, its true. I started to wear it again cuz my teeth have shifted a great deal since i didnt wear it when i got my braces off (a big no no) but yeah anyways this will be a short post cuz im really tired and im really bored and i gotta work tomorow. So i will sign off and goodnight to all.
p.s. i promise this blog will get more interesting

In the words of Wesley Willis " rock on london rock on chicago: wheaties; the breakfast of champions."

Currently listening to incubus

murrrrrrrrr .....? wtf is with this picture? my friend dan found it and i thought i'd put it here cuz its so bizarre


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